He’d been a tight end in his college days and still had that frame and build. I told myself I was just admiring a grown, masculine man. I didn’t even fully admit I was gay, not even when I got home to the privacy of my bedroom each day and jerked out a thick load fantasizing about Coach Myers. I still hadn’t come to terms with being gay. But mostly it was him and me, sitting in his office and talking sports, and life, and my college plans. He’d have me do a few tasks, maybe put up some equipment. But Coach M always treated me like a buddy, keeping me at arm’s length during practice but chatting with me all during the third period “teacher’s aide” assignment I had with Coach. I wasn’t even the star player, since Jason Edwards, a junior, was a better quarterback than me and usually our starter. I just knew I looked up to Coach Myers and followed him around like a puppy dog. It was my first kıss and romantic gay relationship all on one fabulous emotional roller coaster ride!įor some of the best online sass, be sure to connect with Scott on his Instagram.I didn’t know what I was doing. However, I must have been quite an incredible fling because I was able to change his mind and we managed to have a relationship. To me, it was a whole other story – I fell for him in a big way and it was hard knowing he wanted nothing to do with me after our weekend together. Though we had a wonderful weekend together, to him, I was just another fling. Thanks to all the “online educational sources”(!) that I spent my teenage years learning, I was able to make do and make him happy that evening. I was so inexperienced, and trembling like crazy! Maybe I was just lost in that ecstatic moment from our kıss because I can't for the life of me remember how we ended up in his bed. I didn't have to tell him that I was still pure, he knew right away as soon as we kıssed for the first time. You can connect with Juan and see Colombia from a local's perspective on his Instagram. So, all hell broke loose for both of us, but that’s another story. Sadly, that day my brother’s friends were camping near the river, saw the whole thing and told our families. That kıss confirmed to me at the time, who I was, and who I am today! I still remember avoiding coming out of the water to hide my visible boner from him. It was sweet, awkward, passionate, private, all at once. Finally, after looking into each other’s eyes for a while, with my heart racing and finding it hard to remain calm, I leaned over to him. We played around, wrestled, and laughed a lot. We found a private spot to leave our stuff then went into the river. This was something which we'd often do with friends so we both knew it wouldn't raise any suspicions with our families. The exciting tension between us kept growing until it became unbearable! So one day, we decided to hang out by the river. The more we chatted, the more we found we had in common. The next time he came to deliver a package to our house, he handed me, with a smirk, a small note with his phone number written on it! Next thing I know, he started to ask people about me. Our eyes met, and a spark just ignited itself. But one day, this delivery boy about my age came with a package for my mother.